I Don't Blog

I don't blog. Tonight I blog.

I am a bit confused about things. I am starting school in Jan. It's not because I thirst for knowledge or some really academic reason. It is totally self serving for our family. I need to get a bachelors degree to get any kind of nursing job that does require back labor, as my back has had enough. Five years and I've had enough. Man, I feel old. We will eventually need more money than my few hrs a week brings in. That is if Emily has a thirst for knowledge and hopefully attends a college of some nature.

My problem is timing. Do I take time away from Emily now to be at home more later and be available when she is in school? Oh the dilemmas of a good parent. I could be a parent like many women I know and do everything I want when I want and never put her into the equation.

It will all work out. I will put it Gods hands.

On a side note, I have an addiction, I am addicted to that stupid Farmville game on Facebook and I need some help to break the habit!